MOVEMENT STAGE 37 ------------------ WISH I WERE WITH SSJKK IN HEAVEN
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Well I am not in heaven, and in fact I am in hell (Dogtown). However, a few small things have finally worked out, as I now have my insurance and registration and license tags all transferred over 2 my new car, an oh-four Dodge, with better gas mileage than my previously owned gas guzzling piece of metallic puss mucus. Cars R not my thing, but U need 1 in order 2 survive in this sick twisted rotten wicked materialistic old world. Nothing really does if you can forgive a bit of anti-ACNJ-politics, (painful truths). I never had any interest in sports until this parallel event crap came into my life and turned it in 2 a damn nightmare. Never cared about reaching 17 and getting my drivers license, in fact I waited until 18. Also, I never had any desire 2 date girls, and this of course lost me, and cost me Sarah, in human world life. Never cared about what is on radio or TV, nor any entertainment world junk. I always knew that just because I lived here on Earth in some type of a way, U would say PHYSICALLY, whatever, that first off, I do not seem 2 belong here and never felt comfortable nor at home here, and secondly, I had many experiences that 4 the sake of conversation, I have chosen 4 now 2 name these experiences “3rd thing happenings”. Wakeful life is one, dream life is two, and then there was this 3 thing. What the piss in the pants is this wack- job talking about is now most likely in the minds of many so called normalites, that R now reading these words, I am quite sure. Well, what is love, what really is this thing where someone sees another, and a week later 2 people cannot fathom being away from each other? What is greed? Why does 1 look at a rich man or woman, and wish we had their money? Why is the sky not green with purple yancy’s? Why is some jerk off sitting at a computer saying weird things at midnight? Why do you prefer iced tea, and your sister or brother would rather have the limeade? WHY??????????? No, really, why Mr. Krangle Twilight Zone? You can endlessly play the “Y” game, and it has brought many punches and lots of pain to many kids in a recess yard, by their bigger and stronger school mates. It is annoying, and does not permit those on the wrong end of this game any better chance to solve the riddle that U pose 2 them, than if U insist that they tell you down to the very final digit, what the number is for the precise ratio of a closed curve’s diameter to circumference, Pi. One can wipe out a top computer faster than the greatest virus yet thought of and invented, and another can cause playground rage real quick. People ask questions such as how can something spring from nothing. I tell them via 7th and 8th dimensional lawtronics systems. They say, “What R U talking the flock of ducks about”? Unless someone can talk astral, and receive astral; certain communications cannot physically B accomplished. The Christian Holy Scriptures discusses this reality of the unspeakable things, and tells how the magic tongues must B used; “astral language” is another and truer translation. If U can answer and explain many of mans’ unanswerable quests, U can walk on water and lazar trace, as well as exist in the 5th dimension, with memory in any individual set of dreams within this unfathomable cyclasphere, the way we already do exist in zero dimension or infinite void, (infinity). If I go out and murder someone, and then use lazar trace them back at 5 minutes before the event, why would I need punishment? Being under the law is all fine and well, but the law says murder is punishable, in some cases by prison terms, and other cases by execution. But when U can tune into any event and edit, the crime is null and void, hence the punishment must B. My point will not B clear to all readers, let me try a bit harder 2 make it. First of all, not all things R what they appear to B. In fact, few things R close to truly being as they appear 2B. I am in a hell that U cannot start to understand, and before I say another word, you do not give a rat’s ass about my hell. Even though I am just another part of U, yes U whoever U R reading this, that is not U directly. If U all saw this powerful truth/reality, I would B flooded in 24 hours with people desiring 2 help me get 2 the bottom of my enemy attackers. This has been going on for much longer than the 20-30 years U hear me make mention of so often. I use this as one part of my 5th dimensional hell, generated 4 the most part as a result of problems I am having on phase 2 astral life, or what U mortals would call, the land of death. If any place is true, and real death; it is right here in this world and this life, as U perceive it 2B. Six and a half billion carbon boxes, or puss bags, or future maggots, waiting to crawl as soon as blood circulation ceases, that my friends is all U and me R, like the truth or not!!!!!! If U had super vision like comic character super man or woman, you would quickly C past the nice outer appearances of the ‘beautiful people’, all tanned and toned and tall and in shape, and gorgeous. U would look a bit 2 hard, and C inside these lovely lookers, and WO, you now see all the ugly and sickening insides, the brain, the body, the organs, hey, the surgeons may enjoy seeing it, but the average Joe and Jane would spit up and faint. So, a wee bit more talk on Maya/illusion will now conclude today’s discourse, as a rose is a rose, by any name, as Shakespeare puts it so well. There will B more time later on 4 me 2 go on with this topic, but 4 right now, let me get on with the subject at hand, the rd part of the human happenings, wakefulness, slumber, and ??????????? Some people like the famous author Carlos Castaneda, if I am correctly spelling his name, talks a lot in some of his marvelous books, about as he labels it, the SECOND ATTENTION. I definitely encourage U to Google Amazon or anyone or go 2 any good book store, and C all the great work done by this super dude. Call it a Shakespearian Rose, or CC’s SA, or what have named it just tonight, the 3rd happening, it describes another part of things around us that most do not ever think about nor get 2 caught up into in any one set and sequence of dreams, their individual [physical lifetimes], and this other part or third part, or part of something that is NOT WAKEFUL, NOR SLUMBER, but is that ‘other something else’. Believe me when I tell U that when it freaking happens 2U friend, first, you will know it and also know I speak the truth, and second, take my word 4 this, don’t try 2 tell others, as they’ll just not B interested. They may want U out of their life completely as well, and we will talk more about it in a second, but first I wish 2 quickly discuss another issue that was touched on the past few blogs, MFMS’s 32-36. First, I never finished a sentence in my last #36 MS, while talking about reshuffling number patterns and combinations, while generating random numbers and applying systems that attempt 2 counter the built in negative advantages that exist in gambling games, called by many pro gamblers, House Vigs. I meant to say that when a player is being fucked with, the combination patterns will tend to exceed their otherwise norms in lengths while in a disagreement mode with whatever system that is being applied, and the positive runs R concentrically going 2 run shorter as well. Then, if a person has a good life, a great running car, a great mate, a nice place 2 live, perhaps their own successful business, or very lucrative position in their career, and so on and so forth, these positives R lab tested and proven, 2 cause the same system applied against the same number groupings and patterns that randomly R generated, to bring the player shorter bad runs and longer good ones, and by runs, I am getting into the true reality of what is behind these “runs”. Put another way, a good or positive running long range of patterns and combinations of numbers is synonymous to 2 other things running in a cosmic agreement of positive events 4U. Going 180 degrees in viewpoint, a bad or negative running long range of patterns and combinations of numbers is synonymous 2 other things running in a cosmic disagreement of negative events 4U, and put still another way, I do not know who the total imbecile was whom said 2 a gullible silly world, UN-LUCKY AT CARDS, LUCKY AT LOVE, and of course vice versa. Only it is TOTAL FUCKING BULL SHIT. When life sucks, the same thing that makes it suck, or these forces or whatever, that connect a 3 time loser in a negative way to the cosmos; is going 2 also in like manner, do the same thing 2 that 3 time loser in any chance situations, gambling games qualifying 100% 4 being a “chance situation”. Hence, if your life totally sucks, do not expect to gamble in a casino to try to get the rent money. When U don’t need it, that is when you will pull the 5 mega buck slot handle, because, if U do not need it, it is because magentics are positive 4 U in the first place. This is why it is 1 helluva rare occurrence 2 C a poor bastard down on his or her luck, suddenly come away with a big win, B it a lottery number, a one armed bandit, or a table game. These scuz balls have wrecked my life in an organized covert conspiracy, and nothing based on chance and gambling can get someone like me out of this mess. But I tell U all in honesty, I may not B able 2 beat the long running combo-shuffles due 2 circumstances that R far beyond my control and very limited resources, but in retaliatory striking, I can tell U-all many gambling secrets, that as the great Kevin Treadaux or however his name is spelled, would say, THEY DO NOT WANT U TO KNOW ABOUT, so HA HA HA. Cheat sheeting will work even 4 me, but I will not lower myself to that level, Stacey commands That Boy, and all of U, “THOU SHALT NOT STEAL”. If I cannot beat you in one game, game by game, then I will start a fucking E Bay or other internet business, or something, I will not take what does not belong 2 me, but the method cannot help work, as U literally R getting a magnetic percentage of an event in long run play, for example, your all game total, or AGT in reds is 4400, and your AGT in spins is 9100. AGT Event X 100, divided by AGT spins = MP, [magnetic percentage] for the occurrence of the event. By charting these on graph paper, and doing arbitrarily chosen number groups of say 4 or 5 or 6 or so of any of the 38 roulette numbers, or dozens or columns or even chance outside bets, or whatever, if done this way as long run playing one endless game, cannot help but show when certain things R what should B played, or avoided at your next table and game. I will not lower myself to this cheat system, but if you wish 2, unless Google contacts blogger, and then me, and orders me to not tell how U can do this, I will post the only guaranteed way to beat a casino. It is cheating, no 2 ways about it. I am blameless and harmless in all of this, and in no way am I advocating 4 anyone 2 use this system and apply its logic to counter negative advantages, nor 4 anyone 2 become a gambler by profession, or in any part time capacity either. My luck scores for the past 15 months alone are too complex to type in the methodology for making the measurement, at this exact time, but the figures range from plus 600 to minus 600, and are currently holding minus 453.36, and for the past 8 months, each month losing me an average of MUOL {measurement units of luck}, of roughly 59. In using 4 different scales of measured moving averages and divergences and convergences, there is no sign of any slow down of my life’s meltdown.

Let me quickly start now to bring U back 2 the subject of the 3rd part of happenings. When U know 4 total sure, that U neither R asleep nor awake, but R in some other state and condition that has no part of sleep and dreams, or regular waking life, U know it. I laugh every time I hear some silly young girl ask on a TV show, mom or a friend or someone close 2 her, that famous question, “How will I know when I really find the boy 4 me, how will I know when I am really in love?” It honestly, 2 me at least, is every bit as funny as any Harold Lloyd movie, or Three Stooge short. Believe me when I say that U will know it when U love somebody, and if U have 2 ask, then U R NOT. Simple enough answer Missy? Same exact thing applies here, as YOU WILL ABSOLUTELY KNOW IT when and if you ever find yourself in this 3rd happening. This is where Sarah took my chain, where she sang “LOVE IS 4 CARPENTERS”2 me , and I can and will go on at a later point along your 4-D Maya. The difference between me and most of the other 6.5 giga homo-sapiens is that I understand what this 3rd happening is, and now live totally in it, and all other 1st and 2nd happenings around me, I clearly C that these are just a ‘resulting dreamation’ for lack of a better way 2 put it, and I will explain much more about all of this when I have the time.

Kemtrails and planes and tall girls, all day long, around me. What else is new? Anyway, I got my car and can survive a while longer in my lovely infinite hell. The payments and insurance on a 2 year old car will kill me, but I already am a twice bankrupt credit wrecked person, so all I can do is my best on a half wing a tiny speck of hope, knowing fully well that bleakness and hell is all that awaits me forever and ever, in this horrific dreamation.